It's been long since I'm here. So once again, back to posting.
Yesterday was farewell party for the Sec 4s and 5s who are stepping down from SJAB, officially. I was so eager to go down to CCA that I kinda like bushuang the teacher. Basically, my heart and soul wasn't there doing the paper. I mean like, everyone wants to go to their CCA, so what's the point of retaining their body if their heart and soul are with their CCA. Anyway, that's not the point.
So farewell was kinda boring for the first part since it was normal CCA. Then the Sec 4s had to self entertain ourselves by displaying our childish side infront of everyone, practically everyone. :x So that was these few Sec 4s who were so childish and embarrassing that they actually went and follow Xuesi. HAHA, I swear they damn cute la, like that also can. Then Xuesi was like don't know what to do. HAHA! Funny to the max la. It's good to display our 'real' side for once during CCA time, rather than the fierce and devil side of us.
Then it was refreshments and then followed by the performance. Haha, the food was so-so, because I practically gobbled everything without taking time to savour the taste. Well, my stomach was calling me, so yea. :x And then, the performance! :D The performance was really good, compared to us back then when we did it for FengShan's batch, where we were all so shy and I bet the performance was like shit -.- But this batch of Sec 1s were rather, active and most of them were actually involved in the singing. AND THEY SANG SO WELL THAT WE CAN JUST PRACTICALLY MOVE THE WHOLE LOT OF THEM TO CHOIR! HAHAHAHA! Ok la, abit exaggerating, but the singing was REALLY nice. :D Then the Sec 2s, where they did somewhat of a silent performace for the first part, and I swear I laugh until my stomach buey tahan. Really too funny le. I've never seen someone doing CPR do until sit on the dummy and do. (Y) John, just go be a Mediacorp Artist la, if you're looking at this post. HAHA! And the rubbish conversation! HAHAHA! I like the rubbish bin, because it's like circulating within the CCA and everyone is putting their head in the dustbin! :D YAY! :D Andandand! OMG, I didn't believe people like Xuesi, Eugene, Ruizhi, Tengle and Elizabeth would actually come up with a dance. It's like OMG-ly amazing can! :D HAHA! COOLCOOL, this batch of Sec 3s are talented, in their own ways. :D And then my team's song also have! 月亮代表我的心 ~ HAHA! <3
After that, the Sec 2s gave us a ring of cards, where everyone wrote something for us, though it was quite obvious that some wrote it just for the sake of writing it. :x But nevertheless, thanks to those who put in their hearts to write the cards for us. :D I really hope to see you guys becoming better and better, irregardless of whether is my batch still there or not. Because I know, even without my batch, you guys can still become better under the guidance of the Sec 3s. :D Followed up was a card and cactus given by the Sec 3s. I swear this bunch of Sec 3s are really good at doing this kind of ... erm, how should I say it? Aiya, this bunch of Sec 3s has really done a great job in organising this farewell party. Really great. This bunch of Sec 3s really know how to play hard, really hard. :D The meaning behind the cactus was meaningful and the card too, really awesome. :D
As I was watching the video of the times we had as a batch, these questions just pop up to me. Was I sastisfied with the amount of effort I put in for this CCA? Have I regretted joining this CCA? And without thinking, it was a yes and no respectively. Come to think of the time when we first joined SJAB back in 2009, under Yishen's batch and everything was really tiring and screwed up because we really didn't know why we were standing under the hot sun like some retards while getting scolded by some people in white. But now, I don't regret all those hardwork and the time I've put in for this CCA. I love this CCA and I really wish to relive those moments back then 4 years ago. Really, I missed those times. And while reading the message in the cards from the Sec 3s, I suddenly regretted shouting at them like a mad dog. Why couldn't I just be nicer to them? And now, there isn't anymore chance for me to be nice to them anymore, so since the start of the year, I haven't been scolding them and instead, I've been putting up with some behaviours which I really don't like it. But for those shoutings I've given them last year, I've decided to put up with it. Nevertheless, I've never felt that this CCA was so bonded, unlike the past, where were so scared of our seniors and in some cases, hostile.
It's time to step down from this CCA which I've put in so much time and effort, and let the next generation run the show. I still hope to contribute back to this corp which have given me so much by guiding the Sec 3s whenever I can, and whenever I've the ability to. I'm already starting to miss SJAB and the last lap of SJAB will be the National Competition in July. I really hope to win a champion in of the sections and of course, an overall position in the catergory. Let's do it.
SJAB, a CCA which I really love. I've never regretted the 4 years of effort and time and I'll definitely remember ALL those times we had together. From the first year of comp, all the way till yesterday's farewell. Every single event, trainings, CCA activities and many more. :D No words can express my feelings during yesterday's farewell. Really touched, really. You guys are wonderful and will always be the bunch of favourite juniors. :D
Shall not post anything else about my life here. Because I think every Friday's heart to heart sessions with the guys is enough, really enough. Those are things really close to my hearts, which I suppose only they should know. :D
Done with updating! Nights! :D
