It's been long since I update my blog. Wooyea. I can't really remember what happened for the week, because I guess I've been so busy with training like thrice a week, that I forgot to enjoy myself during this holiday. Thought that I would finally get to enjoy my December holidays, but I guess not. Was back into the competition team, and even more ambitious than before.

Other than trainings, I really can't remember what happened for these 11 days or so, I guess. Erm, other than OGL training. It wasn't that enjoyable anyway. I think last year's was more fun. But I guess it's because of the weather as well, who knows, it might turn out good if it was dry that day.

Ohyea. And she finally talked to me. But it was about "work", nothing personal. ._. Anyway, I didn't know why I accepted that. Maybe because she asked me, and I couldn't find any reasons to reject her. But if it was other people, sure come up with some excuse to reject them. Now ... hais. Working with all those people that I'm not close with. I don't even know whether I should agree to it ._. Hais. I don't think it'll be fun. Shall see first. May drop out halfway anyway. I know you might see this. Ok, or maybe not, I wonder if you are still reading my blog.

Put that aside, there is too much things weighing on my mind now. Ok, maybe just that demo. Because she started talking to me, and then everything just comes back. Do we really have nothing to talk about? Hais.

WenJun. Stop holding on already. You know she won't return, and will never return. Cherish those memories you once had with her, cause it will never happened again. Not now, nor in the future, just the past. The PAST. She will get over you soon and look for someone new. You know things would not be the same again. So stop holding on.

Despite telling myself this so many times, I'm still holding on. Why?





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