So ... another week has past. It has been long since I've posted. Hais. I don't really know what to post anyway.

Recently, just saw Xinqian's and Jozoe's blog. Sometimes, it really feels good to raed other people's blog. Because ... it just makes you feel closer to them. Though not physically, but mentally. As least by reading their blog, you can understand what they went through in a day.

Look through Jozoe's blog a few days ago. One of her sentence left a deep impression. "Yes, the comforting and all might help that friend to feel a little better but ultimately, that friend will still feel hopeless, helpless, useless, sad, depressed, negative and so on and that's because IT'S HAPPENING TO AND ON THEM, NOT YOU so of course, you wouldn't feel that terrible feeling as much as they did." Too many times, we always thought some comforting would help others. But ... why if that happened to you? How would you feel? No matter how sincere you are in comforting that friend, she will still feel helpless, useless and hopeless. I tried to cheer her up that day, cause I could see that she was really sad. I thought the comforting would help. But that sentence told me otherwise. I don't know whether all that comforting help. But at least I tried.

That brings me to another question. How many times do people actually thank you for something you did, sincerely? Just way too many times, often see people thinking only about themselves in times of advantage, fame, power. Everyone would just push everything away in times of defame, disadvantage, trouble. Just how many people out there with that kind of mentality? Just a question to ponder over, which suddenly struck me.

Another question. Or maybe not. I don't know how to phrase that. I'm just envy that many people had sweet relationships. Although some may end up on different pathways, but at least the memories they had once were worthwhile, right? Some even end up as best friends. Sometimes, giving it a try may not be bad, but remaining as best friends may be the ultimate destiny, or fate, that you have to face. Hah, I don't know why I'm so emotional today. Maybe because of things I saw and heard. Just maybe. (:

I still miss the memories we had together. I don't know how you're doing now. I hope you are fine, or even better than before. (:





I'm still stuck here.