"For every like this status get, I will do a confession :D"
Nah, I'm going to 100 confessions at one shot :D (If I can hit 100 :x)

Confessions:
#1, I feel that I'm fat, real fat. I can't help but envy the guys from my class when we changed in the toilet.
#2, I'm proud of my fitness, given my size! :D
#3, H-TWO-O is my favourite drink! :D
#4, I can't resist temptations.
#5, My ideal height is 180cm.
#6, My ideal weight is 60kg.
#7, I go to Facebook every single day, without fail.
#8, I'm sick and tired of playing games, they don't interest me anymore.
#9, I feel that I'm more diligent and hardworking when I was in primary school.
#10, I procrastinate alot when I'm in secondary school.
#11, I don't like to study.
#12, I don't want to go to JC, I wanna go Polytechnic.
#13, Many a times, I regretted joining SJAB.
#14, I like to sleep at the corner of the bed, because it makes me feel protected from all the evil demons and the darkness in my room.
#15, I like to scratch myself, until I bleed.
#16, I always thought that I'm a very very good leader. But it turns out that I failed very much as a leader.
#17, I always thought life was good, till I grew older.
#18, I like detectives shows and I hate horror movies
#19, I'm extremely timid.
#20, I didn't dared to take the lift alone, until I was P6.
#21, I don't know how to teach people. Because I learn things the hardcore way.
#22, I don't think that I'm suitable for great responsibilities.
#23, Good words always makes me feel better :D
#24, I don't know how to cook an egg.
#25, I don't know how to boil water.
#26, I only know how to cook instant noodle this year :x
#27, The reason why I don't know how to do cooking, is because I'm scared of fire.
#28, I'm afraid to die.
#29, I hate people who rub salt into others' wound.
#30, I don't trust people easily.
#31, I hate people who like to show off.
#32, I give up very easily. If I don't, it means that something or someone is especially important to me :D
#33, I'm scared of the dentist. I cried everytime I visit the dentist.
#34, I don't like kayaking and other water activities. I just like wet games on land.
#35, I don't heed my parents' advices.
#36, I hate my parents sometimes, like seriously.
#37, Sometimes, my brother is an asshole too.
#38, I don't really like my family.
#39, I sing in the toilet when I bath (Y)(Y)(Y)
#40, I miss ANCO.
#41, I miss the friends that I made in ANCO.
#42, I truly think that Oscar's campfire performance during ANCO is the lousiest of all -.-
#43, I keep secrets :D
#44, I choose to believe that no one appreciates my effort. But I just disregard this thought and continue to help others.
#45, I feel inferior most of the times. In fact, all the time.
#46, I don't like to try new stuffs without someone guiding me patiently on how to function or work that new thing. I prefer doing things the old way, or my way :D
#47, AT HOME, I don't close the door when I pee. AT HOME. As in, not really don't close the door, just make sure people can't see what I'm doing.
#48, I close and locked the door when I pee at home, that is provided when there are guests in the house.
#49, I care about my looks. ALOT.
#50, I always make the wrong decisions.
#51, I feel lonely, even when I'm at a crowded place.
#52, I fake a smile, most of the time.
#53, When I'm pissed, don't talk to me. If not, don't blame me for being rude.
#54, I remember when I was in P2, I punched a guy and his teeth drop on the floor and his gums bleeded. I totally regretted doing that.
#55, I remember that I had my first crush when I was in K1.
#56, I remember that my kindergarden principal is an extremely nice person. I love her <3
#57, I didn't believe that I would survive Annual Camp 2011 with less than 10 hours of sleep.
#58, I miss being a follower under Yishen's batch.
#59, I lie most of the times.
#60, I remember that I was locked out of my grandma's house once. I cried until like fucking shit, but she didn't open the door. I swear I hated her at that time.
#61, Ah-Gong, I miss you.
#62, I love the bazhang that my grandma made <3 It's heavenly.
#63, Everytime I felt like giving up on the sec 2 batch, something tells me to hold on.
#64, I'm really interested in applying for Parade Commander for this year's school NDP. But I'm scared that I might not get the position.
#65, I admire guys who can play the piano. Cause I think they are handsome and cool.
#66, I can't concentrate fully on doing one thing.
#67, I think I have mental perseverance that not many have.
#68, I'm intersted in joining competition again as Ambulance Adult, provided that I have the same members and lesser trainings.
#69, I like to command :D
#70, I like to shout :D
#71, I'm extremely paranoid. And I don't like it at all.
#72, I really really love POA initially. But it's starting to get boring D:
#73, I like to study out of the classroom :D
#74, Sometimes, I feel like an asshole.
#75, I didn't believe I would made it to #75. HAHA! :D
#76, I want a class gathering. Both 2/5 and 3/6.
#77, I'm not a romantic person.
#78, I'm afraid of getting into relationships.
#79, I don't know how to console others.
#80, I often say the wrong stuffs and piss people off.
#81, I never learn from my mistakes, that's why I keep repeating the same mistakes over and over again.
#82, I always wonder what would happen when I die. And I hate the thought.
#83, I like to imagine different scenarios in my mind that will NEVER happen. But I hope that it would.
#84, Sometimes, I wonder who would cry when I'm gone from this world.
#85, I envy people who are better than me.
#86, I cheated in exams before.
#87, I always think that I'm more matured than my brother. And I still think so.
#88, I used to update my blog EVERY SINGLE DAY. Sometimes, I even had multiple posts a day.
#89, I missed the old times with my SJAB '96.
#90, I'm proud of myself for makiing it to confession #90.
#91, I've tried to change myself. But I realised that it was hard. But then I know, I do not need to change. Because, I know I will find someone who truly appreciates me for who I am :D
#92, When I'm emo, I like to be left alone. But I would like to see who bothers to come and give a damn about me. Because those are the people who never leave you, even when you want them to leave.
#93, I prefer talking to girls than guys. Because I think it's easier to pour out everything to a opposite gender.
#94, When it comes to sharing secrets, I trust girls more.
#95, Empty talks are cheap. Solid actions are much trustworthy.
#96, Teapot, I really don't know why I feel sour. Probably because I'm jealous.
#97, I used to treat girls better than guys, but I've changed! I now treat guys much more better already :D
#98, I don't know how to keep a conversation going. And all the times, I just made everything so dead. I'm such a spoil sport. I don't know what to do all the times, and I just keep using hahahahaha or hehehehe. That's when I'm loss for words and don't know what to say. LOL. And just like that, the conversation is gone. LOL.
#99, I break down most of the times, because I can't keep on going strong. I let everything crush down, and start building them up, when I'm done being weak. I don't like to be weak, especially infront of my friends.
#100, I hate myself for being so weak, so timid, so useless. I'm don't know how to console my friends, I don't know how to make things better, I don't have the courage to do anything. Sometimes, I seriously wished that I wasn't born in this world. But many a times, people encourage me, give me courage and supported me. Friends, the purpose of them in your life.


I'm finally done with my 100 confessions! I took a long time thinking for the last 10 confessions! Cause the last 10 confessions were serious stuffs.

Okay, I'm done here. Bye! :D





Confession #101, I miss you.