Extremely lonely, sad and pathetic.

I'm not pretty sure what kind of feelings I'm feeling right now. It's so mixed up. Love, hatred, loneliness, sadness, happiness, angryness or whateverthefuck.

I'm seriously making no sense in this post -.-

Pathetic enough, I can't even find someone I want to talk to on MSN -.-

I take into consideration everything. WTF am I talking -.- I'm scared of saying the wrong things. I'm scared of pissing people off. BUT WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT HOW I AM FEELING?! HUH?! WHO THE FUCK CARES?! YOU TELL ME NOW! WHO?! -.- KNN. I'M A FUCKING HUMAN WITH MY OWN FEELINGS OKAY.

I need someone to talk to. Someone who allows me to vent all my fustration on him/her. I don't even fucking dare to talk to anyone on my contact list. I don't wanna fucking say the wrong thing and end up losing one friend after another -.- Cheryl, where are you? D:

I just want this camp to be over quick. I mean, real quick. Like in the blink of an eye. Needless to say, there will definitely be lots of problems during the camp. The cadets will definitely screw up the parade. I chop my head down if they don't =.= I don't know how to coach/teach/encourage/praise this batch of Sec 2s. They don't even fucking appreciate anything that I do -.- What for. Wen Jun, what for are you doing so much for them when they don't give a fucking damn? -.-

Joining SJAB has got to be the worst decision of my life _l_

I want to talk to someone so badly. I want to tell somebody all of my secrets. I want to tell that person everything. Somebody that I can trust that he/she won't say a single word out to anyone.

I'm a human. Get that right -.-

FUCK.