What's with today? Seriously, today sucked.

Information overload for Phy and Chem. So is AM and EM. I think I am going to fail this 4 main subjects this MYE (Y). 5 sets of homework for both sciences (Y).

And, for bloody sake. If the school don't trust us, I don't see the point of having SJAB as a BACK-UP for major events plan by the school. If you're going to question the way WE do things, well, you can jolly well do it yourself. Since you THINK you have the rights to question the way WE do things.

Sometimes, I really have enough. Homeworks and more homeworks. The more you finish, the more they come. Seriously, I don't think I can handle the stress of being a double science student. Often, I always think of dropping AM, HMT and from double to combined. I always tell myself I can do it, but all the teachers ain't helping by rushing through the syllabus and throwing tons of homeworks at us. IT FUCKING AIN'T HELPING.

Everyone is complaining. Everyone is changing. You complain to me, but what can I do? I'm not someone who gives great advice. I'm not someone who has a nice shoulder to cry on. I'm not someone who can cheer you up. I'm not someone who can CONTROL THE WEATHER. I'm not someone who is so mature to take care of everything. I'm just kid. I'm just a mere 14 year old kid who knows nothing. All I know is eat, play and sleep. I really missed the times as a child! Nothing to worry about!

Hais, frankly speaking, I really don't know what else I can do. It's like, 1 pair of parallel lines. Two worlds aparts, who will never meet. Optimistic, hyper, cute, funny and childish. Pessimistic, emo, fuckgly, lame and useless. Well, you can see, it's like totally two different worlds apart. I can't seem to give any CONSTRUCTIVE advices when you're down or out. All I give is more shits for you to handle. WTH?

Hais. I'm tired. I'm taking myself out of reality for awhile.





We will never be.