I really don't know how to talk to you. It's like, you make things sounds as if like practically EVERYTHING was my fault. You make me feel so useless. You make everyone seem like they are always right and never ever will I be right. You make me feel very insulted whenever you go like, " seriously, you need to start looking at people deeper, so you will understand them better. " . Seriously, you have to ... seriously you need too ... It's very pressurising hearing all these. It hurts to see you replying, K fine, you ... Whenever I complain to you, you never fail to give me worse exmaples than me, making me feel like I shouldn't be the one complaining, I should be enjoying all these shit. It's like, the reason for complaining to you, it's not for you to compare, it's for you to hear, care, and show concern. It really hurts, I don't know since when, we have not talked like usual. We are like total strangers to each other. I really feel that I cannot communicate with you. I need to breathe, this is too overwhelming. Everyday I see you, I walk past you, I think of you, but whenever I think of this, " Is she thinking about me? Does she even know how I feel? " I never fail to start emo-ing. It really is very very hard to understand you. Your thinking is so complex and high ordered. All I can say is, I'm sorry, I'm a simple-minded person.

I'm sure I fall for you for a reason. EVERYTHING HAS TO OCCUR WITH A REASON. I really wonder if we're two worlds apart. Is like, my personality is totally different from yours and vice versa. I don't whether am I the one for you, I don't know whether we are meant to be. I don't know anything. I just know that, if we don't start communicating properly, we can forget about everything.





I'm heartbroken. Tearing like waterfall.