Guess it has been ages since I last posted. Well, nearly about 3 weeks since I've last posted.
Yea, EOY's finally over, results are back. Not too bad, not too good, not too acceptable, not too ridiculous. Everything's going fine so far, and I hope it stays this way :D
Thinking back, I was really worried about my EOY since I really lost the motivation to study due to the MYE results which was indeed nothing lesser than a great blow to me. Well, it further proved to be after CT2, which was extremely badly done. This made me lose even more motivation to study. But looking at the numbers on every single piece of paper, it reflects on the amount of hardwork I put it. I can't agree much that this EOY is definitely easier than MYE. However, the easier the paper, the more people tend to stand out. For example, Maths. Yea, paper 1 was easy, paper 2 was hard but still manageable, but I got 77/100. Highest in the cohort was 97/100, a huge gap of 20 points in between. Take Humanities as another example, both Geography and History were rather okay, or in fact, it was easy. But I merely scored 69/100, while the highest in cohort was a bloody 90+/100. Yea, who else could it be, except for Weisheng? He puts in his best in everything, but sometime his hardworking attitude pisses me off. Lol, well, no offence though. Through this EOY, it reflects what you've done throughout your 2 years in RS. Well, I simply hope I can enter double pure science stream and continue to excel, till O's or even A's.
It's time for another major arrangement, or should I say, time for people to move slowly according to their pace? Just like streaming in P4, PSLE in P6, streaming in Sec2, O's in Sec4 and many many more. These are just commas for us, for us to stop and catch a breathe, before we continue with the long journey ahead. There's no way you can stop, neither can you return back. I just hope that everyone is contented with their results, and enter their dream stream, continue to excel, and do yourself and the school proud :D
These few exams days, everyone was rather stressed up with the different subjects, since one was weaker in this and another in that. During this point of time, I saw the true colours of what we used to call " best friends " and what we used to call " enemies " . Changes are unpredictable, one can change within a night, one can also remain the same throughout life. I'm very sure, what used to be my best friends, are now just normal friends, what used to be my enemies, now just neutral friends, what used to be my cup of tea, now just normal friends. What used to be mine, now just gone with the wind. What can we do other then accepting the facts that things have changed, and once, they were your top priority and vice versa, now, they chunck you aside like a piece of crap and vice versa. Nothing's absolute, that is what I believe in.
From every little things and expression, you know what the person is feeling inside. From every little gestures and speeches, you know what the person is trying to tell you. From what you're doing, it's telling me, I'm not your top priority anymore, and will never be again.
Okay, school's ending in another week or so, which means holidays are approaching. Trainings and more trainings seems to be planned ahead in this holiday. There's never time to breathe, till everything ends with a full stop. To make this holiday a fulfilling one, depends on you. Remember to play hard after the exam, but never forget to study hard when 2011 is coming. Last note here : Good luck to the Sec4s for your O's, may you guys excel and move on further in life. :D
Finally, I'm done updating, don't say I never update, cause I really no feel ! :X Sorry peeps :x Shall end here, bye :D
It's just the beginning.