Countdown. 6 days to Grading, 7 days to EOY. Awesome to the max man :x

Here I am, back even before EOY started. Yea, I know, I said I will be back only after EOY, but nvm. If I'm not here, I would be playing Maple, which I don't want, cause it affects my studies much more than coming to blog :D Hais, everyone is busy mugging for their EOY, but here I am, blogging, facebook-ing, playing Maple, do all sorts of things on the computer, except for revising. I don't know why, I seriously lost the motivation for getting good grades, is like, I being a superman, thinking that without studying I can happily go into my double pure science stream. Yea, when I'm dreaming ._.

Weixiong just reminded me something. I've changed. He told me I was hyper, crazy and fun during primary school. He said I'm currently being stressed up by school and SJAB. Probably ba, secondary school life is just too overwhelming. I might even consider to stop studying after O level. My parents is so going to kill me =.=

He says, I wasn't as emo as now, although I still emo-ed. Okay, I'm fucking pissed off now, feel like deleting the post and going to sleep =.= WTF =.= Nvm, I shall continue with it. *Rewind* Yea, so where was I? Ya, right, so I don't know why, I've changed so much. Hais, I miss the old me, I believed Weixiong missed it too. I miss primary school life, where the maths was like chicken feet to me and then I always own people in maths. Now, MATHS IS LIKE SUCK SHIT CAUSE OF THE TEACHER. FUCK.

Starting of the week wasn't very plesant. HMT first. Miss Sim didn't come today, so we had to do compo. I didn't manage to complete it during lesson time, so I've decided to stay back after school to complete it.

EL. Not too bad, not too boring, neither is it exciting. Well, it can never be.

History. Revised for the topics that is going to be tested for EOY. I realised I don't know alot of things, I'm lacking behind, but where is the motivation to buck up?! WENJUN, WAKE UP =.=

Geography. Not too bad, did corrections. I realised I'm A LITTLE BIT better in Geo than Hist. But I'm still adamant about taking Hist. Cause I can always turn to my useless brother. Well, though he is useless, at least he can provide me with some crap answers.

Maths. FEEL THE WRAITH. Great, practically everyone got scolded today. I scored 9/25 for the paper. Everybody was like laughing at me, then like damn happy =.= FUCK OFF MAN =.= Then in the end, Miss Wu announced the marks, those who were behind me all got lower than me =.= SO WHAT?! NOW MY TURN TO LAUGH LAH?! HAHAHAHA, NOOBS =.= I seriously couldn't understand the questions in the paper. Especially the lamp shade one. WTF IS THAT MAN?! I really don't like Miss Wu's teaching attitude. She said we had attitude problems. Then, what about her?! If we don't know a question, she would say, " this question is so easy! Like that also don't know. " Then show that qian bian de lian. Then I was like, WTF?! It isn't the students' fault for not being able to comprehend and not to say, be able to do the question. She sounded as if like it was all our fault. Than when going through the lamp shade question today, she told us that the 10cm was the height. Common knowledge that it can't be the height what =.= Then she like damn bu shuang, then she use another method to show us that the 10cm was the height. It was proven that she was right, fine lor, nothing to say liao lor, I DIAM =.=

Mood was seriously shut down after school. Rushed out the Chinese compo. Did maths and went home. FUCK TODAY.

Tomorrow is a brand new day. I hope everything is going to turn out fine. Wait, it can't be. Tomorrow there will be D&T. It sucks, because, the teacher who is teaching us sucks =.= I MEAN, LIKE DUH, THE WHOLE CLASS HATES HIM =.= Great, tomorrow is just going to be another piss-me-off-day. Wonderful =.=

Somebody just pissed me off just now. Sorry, I don't know why, you just pissed me off for that moment. Now things are much better. SHIT ME, I'm a freaking lifeless attention seeker =.= Sorry Weixiong, you need to listen to my craps.

Done, I'm gone.





I feel like an ordinary boy, standing in the midst of successful and outstanding people. Just like how a crow would never stand out when flying together with phoenixs.

It dawn upon me that, to cherish now means to never regret in the future.