Okay.
My dinner was screw up by them, AGAIN.
Part was done by me.(so remorseful)
I was carry a hot plate of noodle and a metal wateva.
I have no other way to get back to my seat.
But through a small way where a baby was walking around.
I carry the hot food very carefully over the baby.
Thinking that, once the hot soup touch the baby's head, I am a goner.
After that, I finally got back to my seat.
I put the tray down carefully.
I did not know how much strength I used, I push the tray a short distance away from me.
The soup spilled onto the table.
And worse of all, in my mother's direction.
So, she started to kao bei kao bu.
And, I was thinking, why must she scream and shout like as if the sky is falling?
She must make a small thing like that into a very big issue.
For what?!
Just to let others know how clumsy and stupid her son is?
Or, this is just her talent?
I just don't understand.
Than, my father came to me and told me not to go over the baby when carrying such hot things.
I was feeling remorseful.
If the baby could see this, I would want to tell him, I am sorry.
Okay, I was eating my dinner and than I told my father that I did not want to eat the crabmeat.
He was saying' Haiz...Everything also don't eat.'(In chinese)
Than , he took the crabmeat.
After that I told him, I did not want to eat that thing.(I don't know what it was)
Than, he repeated his sentence again.
I was so fustrated that I just eat the whole thing.
It was so hot, but I was more angry that I did not care how hot the food was.
Why must he force me to do things that I don't want to?
I mean, he just can't force people to do things they don't like right?
I hate eating out with them.
That was the last thing I ever wanted to do.
None of my dinners with them, was nice.